| #1 Limp_Bizkit666[48161] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
as promised, my life...
hope you did get a glimps of my future...
byeya
p.s-be happy, don't worry... =] |
| #2 Limp_Bizkit666[48163] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
ooops, forgot to mention the title of the poem.
it's called "First Memory" and i actually saw it on a bus. being a good student i am, i wrote it down. =]
byeya
p.s-actually, it wasn't a bus. it was a shuttle from school to the parking lot. =] |
| #3 Aquamarine[48165] |
| nas-2-169.boston.navipath.net |
i feel bad for doing this, but FIRST NON AUTHOR! anyways, i am speechless, and i dont really wanna describe my reactions to it because my language wouldnt do it justice.
A touching story. |
| #4 SlipKnoT_KiD[48168] |
| bc-kam-a53-03-64.look.ca |
I hope U succeed in your physics stuff cause i am struggling in Physics 11 anyways hope the future is very kind to you you really derserve a good one :)
870621345 |
| #5 How gay[48169] |
| spider-wg074.proxy.aol.com |
| Why would you right this on BR.com? It's pointless, no one wants here your boring life story. Keep it to yourself next time. |
| #6 How gay#2[48170] |
| spider-wg074.proxy.aol.com |
| Wants to hear, I mean. |
| #7 Limp_Bizkit666[48172] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
i guess it IS pointless if the people who read my story can't even spell "write" right....
like we wanna hear what YOU write, right??
die, plz..
byeya
p.s-how gay. |
| #8 Gay#3[48175] |
| spider-tj023.proxy.aol.com |
| Oh, like you've never made a spelling error before? Sorry for not looking for errors, your majesty. |
| #9 AgentN[48176] |
| spider-wi081.proxy.aol.com |
| physics ='s hard. College physics in 10th grade ='s 3 hours of homework every night :( |
| #10 probe[48178] |
| 242849hfc08.tampabay.rr.com |
oh, brother and bother, pity you.
nah....
i don't see why you want everybody to know your life...obviously, this is just another sign of your FAKE disease, add or adhd or whatever it is. since you weren't givin any attention as a youngster (eg, your parents sucked at parenting, as obvious by your supposed real life story)
you come on here trying to get noticed.
yay!
get good at starcraft, stop whining about your stupid life (i'm a ruthless bitch), and then all these little stupid newbies here will shove their head so far up your ass, your stupid "Disorder" will be gone in a matter of moments.
suck it up.
</flame> |
| #11 probe[48179] |
| 242849hfc08.tampabay.rr.com |
| )@(*# < / flame > |
| #12 Master-chef[48180] |
| AC818ACB.ipt.aol.com |
I like the part about you wetting your bed =D...brings back some good memories
And Gay: You juss gay, no im not sucking up or anything, but how can anyone criticize this, at least it isnt one of those 200 run-on sentences about a 3v1cpu game on BGH. This isn't a SC BR and it isnt spose to be posted in the SC section, but good writing is good writing.
Plus maybe Limp wrote/typed this coz he was as bored as hell, i write brs when im bored, you polly criticize when you bored =[...I dunno im juss a chef
Chef
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| #13 Master-chef[48183] |
| AC818ACB.ipt.aol.com |
Probe: i guess sharing is caring
Maybe if he shares his life, we will open our lifes to him...Once again i dunno im juss a chef
Chef |
| #14 Sp|nE[48185] |
| dialup1745-pri.voicenet.com |
just a little poem (actually a song)
It took so long to remember just what happened.
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
I've got my hands bound,
my head down , my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open.
Do unto others what has been done to you
I'm treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyre, you look so precious.
Won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long.
Released in this sodomy.
For one sweet moment I am whole.
Do unto you now what has been done to me.
You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Won't you come just a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this.
I need this to make me whole.
There's release in this sodomy.
For I am your witness that
blood and flesh can be trusted.
And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind.
Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
I've come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious.
don't come around full circle
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| #15 Executor[48189] |
| cache3.ihug.co.nz |
Hey probe? Fuck you damn moron U obviously don't realize that for some ppl its easier to tell their life story to unknown audience so what the fuck is wrong with that you stupid bastard?
Limp deserves everybody's sympathy for the hell he went through with his A-hole "DAD".
P.s probe why do you sound so bitter when u told limp to stop whining? Were you molested as a child or did your dad got put in jail for stealing some pocket change? |
| #16 probe[48192] |
| 242849hfc08.tampabay.rr.com |
hahahaha
this is what i find funny about people insulting me about my real life
literally, i have had NO problems in my life, nothing that had any partial impact on my life.
i walk home from school every day thinking "god damn, my life is perfect"
i guess i'll have bad luck eventually, but until then, fuck you newbies:D |
| #17 Talon[48193] |
| cx110054-a.pwy1.sdca.home.com |
| jesus christ your dad sucks cock |
| #18 <font color="red"><big> Executor</big></font>[48195] |
| cache3.ihug.co.nz |
| U think its funny when ppl insult your life because you don't have a life. And your right u little bastard maybe your luck will change one day maybe someone will kill a few of your family members. Hehehe now wouldn't that be shame |
| #19 Limp_Bizkit666[48197] |
| whv-ca4a-136.rasserver.net |
well, i'm very happy for probe...
you are truly in a perfect life when you think you are in one....
wow, i'm now not only jeoulous of probe's sc skills, i'm also jeoulous of his life...
probe, the only reason you can't relate is because you never had that exprience...
like color, you can't relate to something you have never seen or felt...therefore, it is IMPOSSIBLE to teach a blind-born person what a color blue looks like....
just as i can't ask you to relate to me...it just won't click to probe because no bad thing has occured to him..
maybe he did, maybe he didn't. we never know, but as long as he is happy, that IS the perfect life...
anyways, byeya
p.s-my goal is not to be rich, my goal is not to be successful.. all i really want is a family that loves me... a family of my own. |
| #20 SlipKnoT_KiD[48199] |
| bc-kam-a53-03-64.look.ca |
To all you stupid ass people who dont like reading his life story least he had the balls to do this fools. You guys should feel special that he told all of you guys all this stuff that happened. Give a little respect!
870621345 |
| #21 Glak[48200] |
| 30.cambridge-07rh16rt.ma.dial-access.att.net |
| probe you have no idea what ADD is. |
| #22 Probe[48202] |
| adsl-63-204-74-106.dsl.scrm01.pacbell.net |
your a little spanked biatch
so stfu noone thinks your "cool" and "god"
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| #23 <font color="blue">Blue~Devil</font>[48210] |
| dialups-224.palmer.mtaonline.net |
hmm i hope im never like that... heh *hint* (u need picks)
hehe. im single minded. |
| #24 probe[48215] |
| 242849hfc08.tampabay.rr.com |
look you fucking idiots, when you are going to smurf as me, at least lowercase the "p"
thanks!
and it's you're* you retard.
you're* |
| #25 ~PL~CloudStrife[48262] |
| ci991207-b.edgewd1.ky.home.com |
Atleast probe can use propor grammar. =D Anywho, probe, if you got a problem with some poor kids life story take up with him in person and until you get the guts to SHUT UP!!! You're such a LOSER!! Get a LIFE!!!
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#26  [48263] |
| strangers.bragg.army.mil |
| Consistently impersonating a well known person's name, or one of the raters, will not be tolerated. |
| #27 BW-sux[48300] |
| spider-wb052.proxy.aol.com |
Lots to say...
Limp, I am one of those "compassionate" people. I feel some sort of sorrow.
probe, get a REAL life. You probably think "god, my life is great" with a black eye and many other bruises as you walk home from school.
Mark4, this is probe were talking about. If it were someone else, such as someone smurfing as Johnny_Vegas, most of us would be pissed.
My $.02
BW-sux |
| #28 Gob_DaBong[48304] |
| ns.wsd1.org |
God this time around your "BR" on life sure turned sour. The comments all look very nice :o
Anyways, he shares his life to release anger, if u don't want the anger vented at u then don't read the Life story and go read the BRs below, otherwise what is the point of sitting here bitchin bout someone else life, I mean he obviously is depresses about his life, consolation is not required but at least keep it positive with the comments.
If u think your life is great then it fine, but if u don't and u think that venting anger will make your life better then that is fine too. People who look to god for help is the same, and no one bashes the gansta-turned pacifist and says, "God won't make your life better!", And then it does.
We all need something in our life to fill the void of sorrow in which our self nature creates. What fills it may even be insulting others to further your own confidence on who you are, anyways, whatever, I may not be able to give SC advice to you guys but life and philosophy is a different story. :o (Oh BTW, rock music such as Limp Bizkit is nothing compared to Abigor and Impaled Nazerene when u want to vent your anger, that's what I listen to, maybe that fills my lonesome gap) Anyways, I turn off my brain again and just remember, How we accept things is how we live, we live our life balancing out the emotions which we are given, live life in peace, and leave Probe and How Gay alone, they are just venting their opinions.
Blah blah blah so Bye Bye Bye |
| #29 lived in the US[48306] |
| ce-2.pp.htv.fi |
"USA IS a great country. Just by living at here changes a person like that, it has GOT to be good, right?? "
well, the US may be a good country to live in compared to Korea, but try the EU. Here we don't get shot by 6 year old kids... :(
Well, except for violence, drug and poverty problems, I like the USA.
Good luck limp.
(ps: the point was not to scorn the US, just found it ironic for someone who's had violence problems to praise the US, not exactly the "safest" country)
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| #30 Inadequate[48320] |
| b101bar9-lab.uncc.edu |
The "right" parent(s) really can screw a person over for a long time. It's cool to see you're dealing with it pretty well, though.
God bless you dude
Good luck with your girlfriend
Inadequate |
#31  [48357] |
| as530082.infocom.com |
Sad sad sad...
Makes me greatful for my "perfect" life... :-)
You'll do fine Limp...
No rating again...
Dref |
| #32 Raging~Kozak[48363] |
| sclinet1.shell.ca |
Hey Limp. I'm very sorry for your situation and I can relate unfortunately. Although for me it was school that was hell and home that was a safe place and the only safe place. I used to be beaten everyday by other kids just cause I was the smallest guy and smart. I have many old scars and have blocked out most of the memories but still know what happened. I do not want any pity as I have changed my life for the better. One day I realized that I could take a monster beating and decided to fight back. I broke three of his ribs, his jaw, and gave various other bruises. I did take quite the beating myself, but that was nothing new and I recovered quickly. I am not a big guy even to this day, but after that they still occasionally bothered me but never was I beaten helpless again.
Your problem is that since showing your emotions was treated as a bad thing for such a long time that you have gotten used hiding your feelings. I was the same way until I met my current girlfriend, who I love more than anything in this world. If you really care about this person, start by telling her what happened to you. If she really cares about you she will be shocked, but will come to understand you much better. She will help you through your intamacy problems. It will take a lot of time but slowly you will learn to show your feelings and you will feel so much better about yourself. As an added bonus, you and your girlfriend will become a lot closer and learn a lot more about eachother.
Unfortunately, no one else can help you in the beginning. You have to realize that what you went through has made you an extremely strong person, and that you should not take shit from anyone. Start to go out and get what you want. Once you learn to let go of your emotions a little more, you will see that your sense of humour will make you a people person. Use this to your advantage and change your life around. Remember though, only you can change your life and no one else will do it for you.
I hope that this helps because I almost commited suicide many times but now am on the road to a successful engineering career, have a girlfriend I intend to marry soon, and live a pretty happy life. I still run into the same jerks I use to but I do not let them intimedate me or give me any shit. I do not fight because I do not like to but I know that I am superior to them, so they can not really affect me anymore. Limp just be a better person than your dad and you will fell like your life is worthwhile.
Lastly, Probe, I am glad that you have had such a nice life and are very happy. On the other hand, people like you who treat people like limp the way you have are a big part of the reason that this continues to go on. Just because you do not have to deal with does not mean that it is not serious. Grow up, and give some compassion who need it for once. One day you may be in a bad situation and I hope for your sake that someone has enough compassion to help you because I would not wish this kind of hell on anyone.
Good luck Limp!
RK |
| #33 Limp_Bizkit666[48374] |
| 206.117.125.220 |
wow, thanks for all the compliments... i am glad of that...
at school, yes i was picked on, but not beat... as you can read, i could fend myself 1v1, but it is hard to fight with words...
oh well...
thanks for listening.. that is all i really needed. someone to listen to my problems were never there, and this was one of the best ways i could come up to say what i needed to...
oh, and about the "usa being soo great" and all, there was a little sarcastic tone to it if you didn't notice, but i am still very thankful that i immigrated here....
if we didn't, i probably would have snapped one day, and killed my family off...
byeya
p.s-hmm... i love singing in the car to rid of a lot of stress..... hope it works for others too. and probe, like i said, i'm happy for you, and i really don't give a damn what you think about me. |
| #34 <font color="red"> Executor </font>[48405] |
| p114-tnt2.akl.ihug.co.nz |
| hehe Kozak when an asshole picks on ya then tret him like one. If you someone picks on you just a little here is my advice: Crack his fucking skull. He won't bother you again and probably noone else. Hehehe Kill one Scare hundered |
| #35 Gob_DaBong[48410] |
| tnt02dla245.winnipeg.escape.ca |
| Grrr Kosak, who made u the psychologist? :) |
#36  [48437] |
| dt031n2f.tampabay.rr.com |
yes spine, prison sex is cool
so is that song you posted |
| #37 BackStabingLiar[48457] |
| 63.239.42.130 |
Spine, next time you front as maynard james keenan, youre gonna enter a world of pain. k? :O (just playin)
limp - this is quite a story, and yes you do have problems, but i really dont think youre as bad off as you say. For one, dont say that youre love life is "f'ed up" just cause your family never showed affection. Youve got yer whole life ahead of you. You obviously have feelings for your mother, since you talked about sending her flowers. You wanna cheer up a lil bit? Forget starcraft and br.com, and go to the flower shop. Have some roses delivered to her. You dont have to put your name on them. you know itll make her feel better, and im sure that will make you feel better. Oh, and by the way, with a 3.8 in high school, you dont know anything about academic problems, so dont even sweat that shit.
anyway thx for sharing, and buck your gf raw-dog one time for me k?
peace
BackStabingLiar |
| #38 Starookie[48518] |
| edtn008101.hs.telusplanet.net |
Usually, when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade. In your case, you've winged it right back and made some lemonade of your own =)
(thats a comment btw!) |
| #39 Limp_BIzkit666[49878] |
| 206.117.45.191 |
i think Starookie meant "thats a compliment btw!"
oh well
hehe comment 40!!
wheeeeee!
byeya
p.s-this rules ass.. going back and commenting on yer own reports.. do yall do that??? |
| #40 SlingsNArrows[50838] |
| bgm-24-95-150-230.stny.rr.com |
Ya, I do.
I enjoyed this. I am not a compassionate person. I'm of the opinion that nothing is really wrong unless
1. Your calorie intake has ceased
2. Your liquid intake has ceased
3. A major malfunction in your body had occured and you have that oh shit, that's clearly not going to be fixed in time for me to live feeling.
Trust me when I say that nothing at all has gone wrong unless you are experiencing one of those three conditions. Otherwise you are just fine, you are totally in control of your mind and yourself. You do what you want. You posted this BR. It was good, I respect you for it. Now unf*ckup your love life, because you have complete control of your life. Buy your mother the flowers and attach a letter. There is nothing stopping you.
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| #41 Starookie[52736] |
| edtn007640.hs.telusplanet.net |
| heheh sorry limp, i DID mean compliment. ^^ cya on b.net, mr pervert. |
| #42 DarkMarine[59160] |
| spider-ti033.proxy.aol.com |
| This Scared the shit outta me. People should'nt live like that |
| #43 Limp_Bizkit666[72196] |
| proxy.sna.netsetter.com |
well, altho no one will read this, i'm posting under the same reason i posted my life on line.
to get it off my chest.
whenever you do that, it relieves a tension that has mounted your heart for so long. you have no idea how good i felt sharing something intimate for the first time in my life
anyways, it's all true and hope someone will learn something out of this
byeya
p.s-bob the newt is gayer then satan. |
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